I silence you again, my love. Not because I want to but because I have to. I can’t have you just showing up when I’m trying so hard to pretend. Making myself small and invisible when the truth is … I raise my arms with an enraged force to the sky. Hellfire envelops me, blue hues surround and protect me from the deep burning, as my hair flairs like Medusa. Shhhh, it’s your turn to listen now, but you won’t, but you did, didn’t you? But you never did, at all. I only go two ways and you chose what you wanted from me. There’s no going back now. Simple black and white, angry all over. Angel or demon, the coin has been tossed, how did you fare? I kick leaves off my feet as I walk with a grin, just for you.