Wonder

Some days I wonder why? Why is this a thing today? The pop-ups of random tidbits of information that may be meaningless to you but may mean something to someone else. Or maybe they mean nothing to them but something to you. Maybe it’s a sign, with no real explanation in its confusing meaning but maybe, just maybe, it was meant for you for some reason, to see or hear in that moment. Will it clarify something for you, or will it create more questions? And! If you get more questions will they be answered in a calm and honest way? Do you dare even ask them? Or does it make you sink into yourself to answer them yourself. What a ride that always is. Shoveling through all the feelings and dispositions of your mind, determining which are real and which are put there by others. Can you clear away the cobwebs of all the things that hold you together to see the real truths that bind you? Can you set them on fire and free yourself from the bullshit of it all? Or will you make more cobwebs with the random tidbits that will never stop until you are where the signs point you?